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[cold_dry_pieces]

DEBRA.

I can't keep silent any longer-- the wedding is off.

|[ooc: Let the soap opera begin. >D]|

Comments

[police-pinup.livejournal.com]

I... I understand if that is what you really wish.

But- after all this time, why now?

[cold_dry_pieces]

...I'm not entirely certain.

[police-pinup.livejournal.com]

But, has it been this way all along? Has it all been a lie?

How long have you known all this, and kept it from me, kept stringing me along on this chain of lies?

[cold_dry_pieces]

...The whole time.

I'm so sorry, Debra; I never meant to hurt you. Blah blah etc.

[police-pinup.livejournal.com]

You- you knew all along?

So that's all I was, some tool for you, some way in to Dexter's life?

Of course... and now you're in, so you don't need me.

[cold_dry_pieces]

How could I have told you, without making you feel this way?

[police-pinup.livejournal.com]

How could you not have told me? Would you truly go through with it all, lying to me and hating me?

I... I don't even know what to do or think.

I loved you, I love you still, I can't control that, and all along I've been nothing but a tool for your aims.

[cold_dry_pieces]

I don't know. I don't know what I would have done, what I should have done. I'm so confused!

Debra, what can we do? Clearly we cannot marry!

[police-pinup.livejournal.com]

I don't know!

If you hate me, hate what I stand for so, then I'll leave. I love you, and I wouldn't have my presence continually torent you with memories of your dark past.

[cold_dry_pieces]

I've tried so hard to treat you well in spite of it.

Can you ever forgive me?

[police-pinup.livejournal.com]

What difference would it make? You've made it perfectly clear you want nothing to do with me anymore.

[cold_dry_pieces]

I'm so sorry, Debra.