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[cold_dry_pieces]

This has been a welcome change... more often than not the City sees fit to off us, not bring us back to life. Not that it makes a big difference here, really.

I do appreciate the irony, though. Easter and all.

I will admit... It'd be nice if this didn't end at midnight.

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[cold_dry_pieces]

...It's felt like home for quite a while, honestly. Though it's a little weird to say it.

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[suicideslowly]

True enough, and a choice I can understand. I guess I just feel like some of my past experiences didn't add much.

Hilariously enough, though, they left a great deal untouched. The emotion, gut feelings. It puts everything into a bit of a blur.

[suicideslowly]

It could come to be everyone's home with time, I feel. It's just that some of us have more reason to acclimate than others.

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[cold_dry_pieces]

I suppose there are things I could part with. It isn't an easy choice, though. But... well, after a year, maybe it's time for a change.

[cold_dry_pieces]

Does it feel like home to you?

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[suicideslowly]

It's your choice to make. The way I think about it, you lose experiences from the past, but it's in exchange for coloring your future differently. Every experience from the moment you make that decision becomes different.

[suicideslowly]

Never consistently. There will be days when I feel like this is just like moving to a new place, cutting off previous connections. But people come and go too abruptly for it to feel quite right.

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[cold_dry_pieces]

It's really a matter of which is more important-- memories, or the convenience of feeling... normal. Yesterday it was a more philosophical question, though. You're right. Having a taste of it makes me miss it more.

[cold_dry_pieces]

I know what you mean. Not knowing who'll still be here in a day, a week, a month... after a while it gets difficult to keep investing yourself.

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[suicideslowly]

You could always ask for a caveat. A trial period, if you will. I ended up switching my deal around a couple of times before finally settling.

[suicideslowly]

It's possible to keep investing, it's just that after a while... you start investing in yourself and not others. And that's a dangerous pattern to fall into.

[cold_dry_pieces]

I think I'd rather choose and be done with it, if I do.

[suicideslowly]

Fair enough.