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cold_dry_pieces) wrote2009-01-24 09:18 pm
cold_dry_pieces) wrote2009-01-24 09:18 pm
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This isn't what I had in mind.
One day and six months, six months of honesty and relative peace, all lost at the whim of the City. Bringing back my brother, but not the brother I knew. Whose trust I had earned. Instead I find my family is not yet my family, only concerned with her safety, at whatever cost necessary. A price I've paid, which he hasn't even taken. It almost seems an insult, considering the efforts I've made, honoring my promise in his absence, to no avail. Met with unfamiliarity. It barely even suffices as a bargaining chip; I'm sick of good behavior on all fronts.Tch, or nearly, but this isn't about what I've been doing, so much as what I haven't.
He doesn't even know who I am. Doesn't recognize that I am what he is; destroyed and wrought in the same moment.
And so? Do the games resume? Difficult, with her here. I can't have my accustomed brand of fun, but certainly there must be some way to wake his memory, so far from our home. I'd rather show than tell.
Hmn. Almost comforting, at that-- back to rewriting the rules, back to artistry. I can't unmake my mistakes, but I won't deny or apologize for them.
Time enough for all this; given a new opportunity. In a way, perhaps I'm grateful.
At least I won't be bored.
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My eyes have been black all day.
I'm not even sure what that means. Mood-ring wise.
|[ooc: and d'oh now I have to run, orz. >_< will reply later and/or in the morning, sorry! ♥]|
This isn't what I had in mind.
One day and six months, six months of honesty and relative peace, all lost at the whim of the City. Bringing back my brother, but not the brother I knew. Whose trust I had earned. Instead I find my family is not yet my family, only concerned with her safety, at whatever cost necessary. A price I've paid, which he hasn't even taken. It almost seems an insult, considering the efforts I've made, honoring my promise in his absence, to no avail. Met with unfamiliarity. It barely even suffices as a bargaining chip; I'm sick of good behavior on all fronts.
He doesn't even know who I am. Doesn't recognize that I am what he is; destroyed and wrought in the same moment.
And so? Do the games resume? Difficult, with her here. I can't have my accustomed brand of fun, but certainly there must be some way to wake his memory, so far from our home. I'd rather show than tell.
Hmn. Almost comforting, at that-- back to rewriting the rules, back to artistry. I can't unmake my mistakes, but I won't deny or apologize for them.
Time enough for all this; given a new opportunity. In a way, perhaps I'm grateful.
At least I won't be bored.
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My eyes have been black all day.
I'm not even sure what that means. Mood-ring wise.
|[ooc: and d'oh now I have to run, orz. >_< will reply later and/or in the morning, sorry! ♥]|
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